Updated June 9, 2025 from my home in Quarteira, Portugal.
While most people see me as already launching myself boldly into life (at least based on their reflections) I've still been holding back.
Not always, but sometimes. And I don't even notice because it masquerades as disinterest or practicality. So I've been vascilating from turned on to meh. But I'm at my best when attempting something I don't know I can pull off; I have no choice but to call on a deeper intelligence to make it happen.
I knew I could do that (sometimes) but it never occurred to me before that I can live from this place.
I wonder what happens now?