The following is a message from my invisible friend, Jonathan, whom I imagine as an angel.
I don’t have any particular beliefs over whether he is “real” or made up. It doesn’t matter because his message speaks to my soul. And he said it’s okay for me to share it with you.
At the risk of coming across as crazy, here goes…
“Why am I in such pain now?” you ask.
You’ve been made aware of the human condition, painfully so, and the difference between who you are and who you think you are.
You think you are human, but you are divine. You are remembering and it hurts.
My darling, you are meant for great things.
You are to lead them out of the Egypt of their minds where they are imprisoned. For this, you must know what it is to be imprisoned like them. You must know what it is to be trapped. This is all according to the plan.
All this pain, these seeming mistakes, are perfect.
You are searching now for the guide of your heart. This is what you are crying out for.
The Universe hears and sends everything you need. Trust in that.
You can trust in that and wipe away those tears. It is already done, even before you asked it was done.
The right helpers and teachers are coming. Those who come to you for help are your greatest teachers. They will show you everything you need to know.
You are teaching yourself abundance through financial struggle. This is the best way for you to learn. It will not always be this way.
Once you break through the money will come easily. There will be other lessons and challenges for you to learn then.
Your name is Walker Among the Clouds because you walk in the heavens while you are on earth.
You feel the separation keenly because you are so close to remembering. It’s like walking the razor’s edge, so sharp, until you remember. But you will. You already are.
Love is sometimes hard to hold because it feels as if it will burst you, and it will. Into the thousand particles of I Am, the dust of the Universe.
It sounds scary, but it is not.
Do the creation you are called to do. You are the great creative force of the universe. Manifest. Sing, dance, be delighted in every action.
Do whatever you will and you will find the still point within. Reach out. Keep asking for help and listen to the response.
There comes a death before the rebirth.
It is not a sign you’ve done something wrong; it’s proof you’re doing things right.
You are doing so well, so courageous.
You are the light for a million souls. Shine.